hmm, finally me n him has made a rite decision fo us. but i actually im quite regret wif dos thgs happnd..
its rili rili rili jus a small probs!! but den cos dis kinda huge impact,, seemingly he rili mind!!! dat i didnt luk fo hiiiiiiiiim! huaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~ but wat can i do, we r nw at wit's end.. d thgs dat rili agitate my heart was his friends told him dat why his gf nv luk up for himm.. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..
i wana luk fo hm!! but sometimes i often luk fo him, he'll said dat he's load is limited, n cant kip on cntct, den nw he mind dat i didnt luk fo him.............................. wat shud i do?!?!?! i knw i hurt him mch! like wat happnd last time, i asked fo breakin up jus bcos of he kip on gamin at izone,, huhu..
n nw he asked fo break bcos of dos 2weeks! but im rili sory n so sory.. i do rili don knw dat i cud b dat big impact to eu, i hurted eu.. but im hurted too,, its not ez fo me to loose eu,, but i'll try my best to do it..
but hwever i rili feel its too wasted!! jus cos of dos 2weekssssssssss!! aaaaaaaaarggggghhhhhh!!
i fake my smile infront of anyone,, my senior told me dat she knws dat i fake my smile, n told me to cry it out if im sad n cudnt take it.. don fool myself..
but i jus cant do it, i cried enuf, i don wana drop any tears nimor..
frankly speakin, im oso hurted rili rili hurted.. to forget sum1 who eu adore mch, who wud accpt eu evnthou ders sum1 else in eur heart is not ez... furthermore we r stil adorin each otha.. evnthou no mor love dat like b4..
but anw, i wish he cud b happy owaes! sory to hurt eu..
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