obstacles

wah gila nhi, g ud lbh dr stgh taon gt enga nulis blog g. hahahaha
sbuk jln, shopping, pcran. eeh ehh, taw ga rpany g kmrn ga prlu ngu amp staon untk ktm am co g lho! pas dec 15, 2009 dy ud blik batam utk xmas! gla kan kt cm kek ga ktm 5blnan. hahahaha
tp yahh amp skg ud march so far so good deh. bingung g blkgn krj ny kita berantem mlu.
tdi g bru k inget, g ad lgu yg dr dlu g pgn download pny tp amp skg br sempet. pnynyi ny adlah satu band indie dri UK yg nm ny "the magic numbers" ini band yg rada berarti krena pertama kali g dgr lgu mereka itu d mbl co g. asik bwgt, slow and relaxing. title yg plg g ska dr band ini "love is just a game" krna co g prnh smbl nyetir smbl nynyi intro ny. hahahahaha
pas bwngt skg mood lgi rada down, dgrin lgu ini bwt g bernostalgi k masa2 dlu gmn kta pdkt, gmn kt bru jdian, gmn g rasa bwngt kalo dy syggggg bwngtttttt ama g.
tp skg rasa ginian kek ny ud rada pudar ya, ga tw krn kt jau ato krn dy sbuk bwngt jd ssh ekspres prasaan. tpi g bingung knapa pas dlu may d k LA 3mingguan doank utk dftar skola kita kangen am sesama ny bs parah bwngt, skg kt stgh taon ktmu skali aj ud ga sesweet dlu lgi klo pas lg kontekan. knapa y? ap bnr sperti ap yg d katakan org2 bhwa 3bln pertama itu adlah saat2 yg plg mnis dan unforgettable?
knapa jangka wkt ny hny bs bertahan 3bln? knapa nga selama kta bersama?
ga enk bwngt rasany kek gtu. smbl dgrin lgu "love is just a game" g bnr2 kgn bwngt am msa2 dlu, gmn dy ga bs tahan klo 1hr aj ga ktmu, gmn dy kgn g mlu, gmn dy tnjukin klo g itu penting, gmn dy slalu brusaha utk brengan, gmn dy sll brusaha utk memenuhin permintaan g, gmn dy hrs bngn pgi2 antrin g dan tmn2 kliling nongsa nyri villa, gmn kta bs ulg2in nntn movie yg ud prnh kt nntn d bioskop berkali2. g kgn bwngt am msa2 gtu. kira2 msi ad ga ya ksempatan utk bs ad msa2 gt d dpan hri?
apakah msa2 susah skg hanyalah cobaan dri atas? jika bnr bgitu mka g bakal mncoba segala hal untuk bs melewatin smua percobaan yg d trun kan utk g am co g. tp g jg hrp co g bs kek dlu lg, srh g tlpon k dy mulu, srh g webcam mulu, blg kgn g mulu. ga kek skg kt cm bbman tiep hri, jg ud jrg ad asik2 n mnis2 ny. rasany ud rada jau. lebih sering berargument kebanding yg asik2.
duh tuhan tolong tunjukin jalan yg bner utk kita ya, semoga nnti summer dy blik k sini, smua mslh akan trselesai kan. mgkn org ny rada santai ya, tp bgi g rada berat. krn d sekeliling g ud byk yg khlgan org ksygan mrk. g sedih bwngt g pgn ap yg bs g cherish skg g mw cherish dgn bnr. jgn amp ud khlangan bru nyesel.
smoga tuhan memberkati. gbus

here's d long term separation!! =((

lma ga nlis bloooog, gr2 blkgn sbuk pcrn mlu. wkwkwk
huuuaaaa, cpe ny brp hr ni d sg. bnr2 exhausted!! kaki pegel2.
gni nih crt ny, g pg sg 3hr yg lalu pas tgl 21-23 tuk spend d last day wif him am antrin dy k airport.
gmn yaa, rs ny ngaco bwngt. hwahwa, hr prtm kt pg ny ga brengan, krn dy am ortu ny.
dy nae kpl jm 11.30 g yg jm 12, sbnrny mw yg jm 11.30 jg, tp gr2 bru2 k teras bli bju jd tlat. wkwk
trs amp2 d sn ud jm 2sg, mn g hrs k rmh tnte g d serangoon untk ntip brg2 g, amp jm 4sg br dpt cbut.
trs kt jnjian ktm d orchard, y aoloh utk ktm d orchard aj ssh amt, g nguin dy hmpr 1jam an,
dy jg musing nyri2 g, pdhl cm d wisma atria. huhuhu. ujung2 pas ktm ud jm 5an sg.
kt cm smpt jln2 breng bntr aj d sktr orchard, mw mkn jg ga enk, abs ny pas jm 6an mw mkn breng tmn2 ny d city link mall.
pas ud teng jm 6an, kt nae mrt deh k city link mall meet tmn2 ny,wedew rsany ga enk bwngt.
abs ny g ga knl2 amt ma mrk, prtm2 g tgang bwngt y amp akhr2 lmyn lha. mrk bae2 smuaaa.
cm mgkn ad topik2 yg mrk ngmg g ga nymbg aj, mn dy kmpl ma tmn2 co ny mlu ksan ny jd g ndr gt.
jd ga enk, g sih emg mw ksi dy reuni ma tmn2 ny, tp scene g ndr kek ny jlek bwngt tuk d liet.
kek g mnyimpang aj, hwahaha. amp tmn ny stu mw ngmelin dy gr2 tglin g, trs g blg ma tmn ny gpp biar dy kmpl aj.
dr awl g ud emg ga gt mw breng sih, abs ny tkt dy ad bban gt, ad g jd ga enk dy mw men breng tmn ny mlu.
kl breng g mlu jd ga enk ma tmn2 ny. nha kan jd pusing n ribet.
trs breng tmn2 ny kt k esplanade, tb2 ad tmn ny yg blg mw nae giant wheel, prg deh kta pk jln.
mn g pk wedges lg, omg dah! superb skit kaki g. tp y gpp lha, sx x. hehehe
trs amp d sn promo utk student ud abs, pd ga jd men. bubar deh. itu da jm 10an sg.
td ny kraen abs mkn kt bkl ad wkt tuk br2 sih, mn tw bs amp jm sgtu. y gpp lha. drpd nga. hehe
g mw blik k rmh tnte g ambl brg2 g trs k rmh icha d amk, pas sjalur am stu tmn ny yg jg d serangoon,
jd kta nae taxi breng deh, mn dy ngotot byrin lg, g ud lgsg naro uang k dy, tp co g mlh ambl pla. dodol.
anw, tnx y lev! :)
abs tuh kt nae mrt k orchard dl, trs dr sn dy crin g taxi biar g lgsg blik k amk, trs dy bs lgsg k hotel.
y ampun pas proses nyri taxi ny bnr2 parah!!! ssh bwngt nyri taxi pas mlm gt. buset dah. bkn hrsny bnyk y?
stlh kt dpt taxi, g pun blik ndr k rmh icha d amk, trs dy blik k hotel.
bsk ny tgl 22,
g bgn jm 5sg, krn dy blg jm 7.30an sg dy ud bkl amp d changi. yah mn tw pas g bngn g sms dy,
dy msi blm bgn. g jd bingung wkt yg dy blg tuh sg ato indo, jd agk molor deh g. rncny mw nae mrt k changi aj,
mn tw ujan pla, mw ga mw nae taxi ud mepet lg wkt ny, ujan2 nyri taxi ssh amt y ampun. hmpr sjam g ngu taxi.
untg dpt, trs pas g br jln dy ud stgh jln. hti g ga tnng mlu, tkt ga smpt amp airport! huhu.
untg ujg2 amp jg, trs ktm d pntu 3 deh kta, ud tgl 30min trakhr dy dah hrs boarding.
kt jln2 aj trs ga sngj g pkl dy kna teh ny, abs deh mn pns2 lg kna tngn ny. sory yg! ;p
trs teng! ud wkt dy mst boarding, trs y g nyruh dy msk deh, dy mlh blg "kok gt, bknny biasa ce pst kesel n blg kok nglin gt",
trs g lgsg jwb "hahaha, emg ny kl g gt loe bs stay? y gpp lha kan pg untk kul kok", trs dy blg "ywd g msk dl y".
g jwb yaa, tb2 dy hug g trs kiss my forehead n lips. duh!!! g jd bingung, ini bnrn ga sihhhh ud mw prg dy ny??
n ini prtm x ny kt blg "3words" ftf lho! n amazing ny g ga ngs!!!! hahaha!
pas dy msk untk cap pasport, g ttp aj d dpn nglytin dy, pas dy lg ng scan brg ny
dy telp g, trs ceramah2 deh hrs gn gt, hehe. abs ng scan brg dy msk trs kt bnr2 kek yg biasa lyt d tv gt lho!!
berlambai2 ria amp bnr2 ga klyt lg bayangan org. bis tuh g mlh ga lgsg cbut, mlh ddk d bench hmpr 1jm mkirin kjdan brusan.
pkran g tuh putar mlu, "bnr ga sih ud prg?? bnr nhi staon lg br bs ktm? bs ga sih kta brtahan??" n byk lg yg d pkran g.
abs brpkr2 ria, akhrny g bangkit jg dr bench trs nyri mrt, jln jln jln, spi bwngt pgi gt. sblm amp mrt, ad lwt tngga yg
untk nae k viewing mall, tp g ga brni!! tkt ga tahan! hehe, trs jln jln tb2 dy telp g lg! hmm rsany brat bwngt!!
air mta da d ujg mata, tp ttp aj ms g nahan. trs mn pas g lwt kaca yg nmpk kpala pswt mw trbg gt, duh duh duh!!!
bnr2 ga tw mw gmn describe dah. pas lwt cheers smpt blnj2 dkt, akhrny ktm jg mrt ny. dlm prjlnan mrt dy telp lg,
syg loso ah! =p , dy blg ga blh men ujan, ga blh gni ga blh gt, hrs jga dri n d bla bla! duuh! tmbh brat aj!
abs nelp sms lg, g bnr2 bs ngrasa hw he adores me! me too yg! :*
trs sisa hr ny y g blnj2 deh, amp hr ini tgl 23 siang g blik btm. rsny btm tmbh bosen aj ga ad dy.
smua org pd cbut, jd agk nysl ngmbl intake jan! haha, tp gpp lha, kl ngmbl yg july jd ga bs absin wkt trakhr breng dy,
smua ny worth it kok!!! dl dy nguin g slm itu, skg gntan g yg sacrifice dkt n nguin dy, ga sbrp! :)
o'god plz help me to luk afta him der, protect him from any harm, all d best for him!
cant wait to see u again syg! moga2 kt bs brtahan dr smua obstacle yg bkl mncl n langgeng yaa!
XOXO

GRADUATION'S DAY!!

hwaaaaaaaaaaaaa, hr ni g jg bte bwngt y ampuen!!!!!!
pgi2 g ud sms nykap blg hr ni g graduation, n i wan her to b der wif dad.
BUT, pas wkt ud hmpr teng! g telp dy, dy mlh blg dy lg otw to nongsa got an event to attend!!
uhhhkkk! bte ny bkn men! mn ga ad yg bs ngntr g k skola lg, ud mkir ga mw pg skul aj nhe.
untg ga lm spir bs ngntrin deh. huhu!
amp d sna, lucu bwngt, org2 kls g pd make toga n bju ny, hwahwa!! cant imagine dis is our last mmnt in highschool!
kt foto2, hv fun, nynyi breng, buang toga, huahua lots of fun! wel dis is jus d beginning of d day.
pas ud mlm gt, end of d program, g ktm nykap co g, g ga tw hrs gmn, sapa ap nga? tkt ntr sapa dy mkir sapa ini ank?
tp ga sapa kek ga sopan, kt ud prnh ktm sih, tp kt org mka g ska brubah2 jd ga aneh kl org ga knl g.
tp aneh ny kmrn2 pas ktm d fisherman, nykap ny bs toh lgsg snyum ma g. knp kali ni dy kek ga knl g gt???
trs ga lma nykap ny mlh sapa tmn2 ny yg len, amp ngjkin mrk mkn2 men2 k rmh. y ampuen!! my heart breaks so bad!!
mlai deh nitemare g, g bte smlman, mey, ama, pd cheer me up tp ttp aj g lemes bwngt. huhuhu
g pun jd ny cuekin dy, roh g ud trbg k mn2 gt. :(((
trs g ma mey mrk plannin mw k happy puppy, pas d jln mw klr skul ktm sih nyd mrk d jln mw mgl taxi.
mrk mw k nh jg, jd mey ksi mrk tumpangan deh. trs pas kta ud amp d nh, mrk ngjk kmpl breng ma mrk d uncle yang, mrk lg ngmpl org2 kls gt. ad ce ituw n co g, pusing 7kliling deh g. d krjaen mrk lg. duh duh duh!
mn ce tuh nyolot lg, pas mrk nyodor2in kta br2 untk baean g pkr ywd deh put evrythgs bhind aj. but, guess wat guys?! respon ce tuh kek gini nha "tmat y tmat! psah y psah! so wat!!!, y ampuen, d dpn tmn2 n co g dy kek gt? bullshit ga sih???
hwahwahwa mpos dah. tmbh bwt panas aj. ga lm kt k hppy puppy, ttp aj g cuek bwngt a co g. haihs. mw gmn lg?
otak g mikir mlu ap g ad slh y am nykap ny knp kek gt knp kek gn.
ga lm kt pun bubar deh. untg blik2 amp rmh ad kjutan y betta my situation, godmum g tb2 ksi redpocket k g untk kllsan g!
hahaha! snng! trs g jg mw tdr cpt hr ni, biar ga bnyk mkir!

lead me to a betta way god!
please! god bless.

worst than PROM NITE the movie!

jah jah jah!! its been a tough tough day.
kmrn mlm kt farewell party d ball room planet, n i was late to d venue, so sory to u hun,im d one to blame. huhu
abs ny g bli dress ny pas last minute stlh pengumuman dr skola, mn brntm lg ma bokap. hwahwa
well, n it took me a couple hours to put my make up on. ;p
gado2 bwngt nhe prasaan g hr ni, snng lls! tp sdih bwngt ad 3 dr tmn kta ga lls. ukkhhh, feel so bad!
pas amp d planet g ud tlat bwngt, d ngmel lg am si nenek, trs beteeee bwngt!
anjrit acr ny bosen bwngt, n guess wat? g ddk ny am tmn2 laen yg ad psgn, n yet im alone. gr2 dy msti syp2 untk tmpl band ny.
haish. ud acr ny bosen bwngt, ga kompak, smua ny msi aj slg cuek2an, wel wat i care?! it shud b lyk dis, but ttp aj g mrs ga enk bwgt am acr hr ini. ud gtu, stlh dy tmpil mn dy ngmpul am tmn2 ny, emg sih gpp, tp gila aj tmn g ud pd cbut gt pas dinner d mlai, trs g jd ndran dong? dy mlh am org laen. amp bubar pun gt. mw ga mw g mst jln ndr n sangking bosen ny g nyri james!
untg pas ituw dy krj d gravity. haihs!! bnr2 bte. trs ga lm dy tlp g n blg dy nguin g d luar.
trs y g ud bte wat do ya xpct respon g pas loe telp g? y g jwb ow ad ap, trs dy blg "y g nguin loe". ywd de g klr, trs y kt cbut, sih eric, ronnie, yvonne mrk nmpg mbl ny, jd dy ngntrin mrk dl. trs otak g ga kpkr abs ini mw ngpen. trs dy nny g mw kmn, y g mn tw. mn tmn2 ny ngjk dy k happy puppy lg. g ga sreg ma tmn ny. mlz amt. trus ga lma dy drive amp ocarina.
trs g pun ksi tw dy knp g agk bte2an. den simmer down deh g. haha! ga lm sih mey telp g mlu ajk k 911, tp g ga enk msa nglin dy. trs ga lm jg, ad stu tmn nya, yg g super duper ga sreg!!!! telp dy ng pks ngjk dy k hppy puppy gt!!! ga abs mkir deh g ya! loe ud ad co gt! d sn ad co loe lg! mw ap sih loe? jls bwngt loe pst tw dy lg breng g!! tp ttp aj mksa2 dy prg!
diihh, ilfil bwngt g am loe nona gde! tjir so wat?! montok so wat! emg cm loe yg ad smua ituw. yuckks!
swear deh, g ga pgn kt amp kek gt, tp sft loe tuh ha! g tw sih sfat g dl jg ga sbgs2 mn, tp yg ngmg tuh bkn cm g gt!
trs emg knp kl g nlis blog? g ad nlis nm loe ap d sn? emg sih g mksd g itu loe! haha!!! tp loe ng rasa jg kan pst ny wlpn g ga tls nm loe?! nah mkn tuh prasaan!! mslh loe ma g y loe ma g dong, ga prl mskin org laen, trs ngmg2in g gt. sok ga mslh kan? tw kok! loe tuh ga ad spa2 tw slaen tmn loe stu itu am co loe! buset!! panas bwngt g. g ga prnh brmksd tuk b meant to u!
but u did it first! den why cant i? don try to accuse me u bitch! kip on pretend dat u r innocent, n im d bitch! do it!
lets c who win aftr all. like i care a shit. u knw wat, i used to appreciated dat i got a fren lyk u, but nw i felt scorned to knw a human lyk u! BACA LG LHA BLOG G! TRUS BKA2 SBAR2 K ORG KL G NLIS LOE D SNI! its a free lesson learned for u!
u got d pay-off frm me nw!
anw, back to d nite about me n him, we hd a great time der @ oca! so sweet, rili enjoyed evry mmnt dat i spent wif him.
duh, dy cm blik untk 1blnan, stlh ituw brgkt lg deh. ga bs bygin g gmn jlnin LDR? hop evrythg wud b fine.

lord, im sory to wrote lyk a bitch in dis page, but i just cant bear it anymor!
i gotta let her knw, dat silence doesnt me dat im wrong, its jus i gv my bf face,
i don wana make thgs worst, moreover if fight bck i hv nthg diff frm her.
evnthou i wrote so meant here, we used to b closed frens anyhow.
if we met up somewer someday, im willin to say hi again to u if u cud put on a smile wen u c me.
bless me n evryone lord. i praise u.

RYAN IS COMIN TO TOWN! :D

yay!!!!! he's back he's back! hihi, dy ud d sg skg!
ga bs blik lgsg krn dy bsk pgi ad test toefl.
cant wait to see him nw! kl g bs, g mw skg jg nae ferry k sg nyri dy! >,<
brsabuaar lha brsabuaar lha! cm jrk bbrp jm ud bs ktm!!!
bosen bwngt d sni ga ad dy, mn td ad general rehersal d planet. mlz bwngt.
g cm prg bntr doank lgsg cbut, trs sih mey ngjk klr breng ama n kel.
jd kta yg jln2 aj deh, kli2ng. ga lm sih.
abs tuh plg dehhh,ga lma amp rmh dy telp gt! so sweet! :D
dy lg ndrian blnj underwear ny yg dy blg ud abs kpke. wkwkwk, smbl nyri mkn jg.
bnr2 pgn wkt cpt lwt n bs ktm dy!!
gud luck to ur test 2moro hunnnnnnnn!! XOXO

bless him god. :)

a short term separation brings back a long long term separation! :(

cpe ny hri ni, br blik dr sg, knp wkt tyh cpt yaaah!
huhuhuhu, kta br jdian 1bln 9hri ud hrs psah nhe! wlpn hny tuk 3mingguan seh. hehe
tp kan jaaauuu ygggg, ni br da amp btm ud kgn! :( , co g lg k L.A untk graduation ko2 ny yg plg gde, sxan ngurusin kuliah ny.
anw, gila g td, trll sentimental kali y, pdhl msi blik tp td pas g mo boarding ud pk acr mw nngs sgl!
air mata ud brlinang2 gt d dlm mata g, amp dy ledekin. hehe
trs ntr kl dy da blik sni pun cm tuk 1blnan da hrs brgkat lg untk kuliah,
jd ny staon cm bs ktm sx!!!! mn kul ny 4taon. huhuhu
hri ni hv fun bwngt, dy tmnin g shoppin aj shrian! :D prtm2 kta ktmuan d mango vivo,
abs tuh tmnin dy mkn dl d mcd bwa, stlh ituw kta nae mrt k orchard! lcu bwngt dy gagap gt nae mrt!
wakakakakakak, mklm dy ga pke mrt kl lg ma klrg ny. trs g shoppin deh!
kta k taka, wisma atria, paragon, heeren, asik! dy tmnin g shoppin d topshop, forever 21!
haha, g jd ga enk cmpr aneh mw shoppin kl ad dy. trs ga lm jg ud wkt ny last ferry! hikz
dy mw g nginep, tp g ga bs, bsk mw k jkt. huhuhu
kta buru2 bwngt dr orchard k harbour front, mn hrs bli brg2 yg d ttip dl lg.
akhrny blik deh, trs dy sms g blg dy lg nyri mkn ndr d orchrd. huhu rili wish dat i cud accmpny u der hun!
b gud der yaaa! aws nglirik bule sexy! =pp

god bless us! :)

easter day an egg hatched! n wat can i say??? d rsult is he's jus simply MINE now! :D

hwahwahwa, hppy easter day!!! ampuen deh easter day bw bnyk surprise. :DDD
td pgi2 ud bgn, pg grja breng pak alfons, n dy ny jg k grj skajdi.
trs blik2 rmh kta smsan, rncn ny pgn nntn breng hr ni, tp kek ny dy agk sbuk.
so we jus cancel it. hwahwa
mn tw pas jm 11an gt kt smsan, he ask me if i wana b his girl!! hwahwa
emg sih kt ud dkt lmyn lm, n ud superb dkat! sblm ny g ad mkir sih, mksd ny ap kek gt??
ez come ez go kah? prasaan g k dy ud brat bwngt, kl tb2 dy men pg aj g hrs gmn??
tp g ud bs think wisely, jus enjoy evry mmnt, krn ga lm kt jg bkl psah, untk aplg jdian?
ntr tmbh ssh aj tuk lpas. tp skg dy nmbak, n blg kl kt gt trs pointless jg.
jd yaaaaa ktaaaa jdiiiiaaaaann ddeeehhhh!! :DDDD im overwhelming rite now!
moga2 kta bs langgeng yaaa sygggg. adore u so mchhh!!
its not easy to overcome evry single obstacle dat we gotta face. but nw we did it!! :D
afta all thgs dat we've been thru these years, finally!! its our day nw!
moga2 g bs jd cewe yg brarti n brguna dlm hdp loe syg! XOXOXO :)